The weather makes me want to soak myself in icewater. It is so hot, I'm perspiring every second. It's getting frustrating. My excessive use of hankerchiefs may lead people to think that there are alot of babies at my house. HAHAHA!

Thankfully, the hot sun is coming down.

I had a long day yesterday. The kind of typical Saturday I had few months ago. Tuition in the morning. How unfair can it get when my student of sec 4 IP level is learning combinatorics when it is my year 3 module. Fainted when I see her lecture notes. Well, I breeze it through too. Luckily we focused more on integration, vectors and some other supposedly JC topics which I am good at. Phew... but it's okay. I've got money money money! OoooH YEA.....

So happy after eating yu pian mee fen from my favourite stall. Looking forward to every Sat that I can get to eat this. Well, I'm finally back in tuition. And the juniors organize woodlands bbq for us. Haha, though I still don't really know them well, it was a good one though. Maybe because I have recovered? Eh. The world is super unfair, trying to tie me down with many things again once I got well. But it's okay, I asked for it too.

I hate gossips and HTHT!

All quizzes finally down! That I can take a break from being stress over grades (which is like less than 10 marks). Today during 215 quiz, I suddenly feel so enlightened upon doing the questions. Which initially I have no idea how to arrive at the answers. Then after that I use my own way to find out the answers. However, my intelligence and wisdom didn't work for one question. Scoring me 6 out of 7 marks. Quite good enough, because I wasn't fully prepared before hand and I just simply do not know what to study about. Next week I have a Malay quiz but it's not graded. Of course, I want to see how I stand. Er, I didn't know there are alot of vocabulary to learn in Malay too. It is rather, a technical language.

During Psych tutorial today, we were asked to tell a story regarding an experience that you have, that you can apply the concepts of classical conditioning. Initally I wanted to say that, I watch TV everyday at 9am, so when I hear the sound of the theme song playing, it leads me to pack up my laptop and books out to the living room to watch tv. Then when I look at my cl0ck, it says 9pm. However, I can't identify my neutral stimulus, and this story is not a story. Kind of lame. So I change it to my food poisoning of bah kwa, that I remember I have eaten bah kwa but not other things that day which caused my food poisoning. So whenever I passed by any mei zhen xiang, or any stalls selling it. The sight of bah kwa makes me feel uneasy. That I don't want to get sick again. Hmm, but this experience was rather okay. Because I can eat a little bit of bah kwa. But, recently I had a very very terrible food poisoning which cause me to puke and diarrhoea at the same time, will be this sweet and sour fish which I have last eaten that makes me fall sick suddenly.

I love schooling! I shall stop thinking about those greedy thoughts I have again on Econs. Or double major...

The first time in my one year plus in NTU that I have gone out of NTU to lunch with my friends. Well, at least once with one friend. Thanks MJ for the awesome Swensen's lunch! Two Swensen's meal in a week. And it feels so great to eat good food after two weeks of being a sick poor cat. And I am still feeling very full now. Well, at least for me, 让我最最幸福的事就是:，吃的饱饱的时候=)

Then I was ten minutes late for my HP102 tutorial, luckily teacher hasn't start yet. Today we just went through the different flaws in the survey questions. For matlab, it's manageable task and the instructor went through with us too. At least that was what I want out of matlab lesson. Otherwise, no use at all if somebody don't teach and we don't benefit anything out of it.

I was so engrossed in reading my psychology that I keep procrastinating to prepare for my quiz. Can I take it for granted that it is gonna be just simple MCQ questions? HAHA...

Sometimes I thought to myself. Have I chosen the wrong path to be in? Is being a Mathematical Science student in NTU make a good difference with other people out there? Perhaps it's the fact that it is so called "direct honours". Perhaps I have been fooled by the WOW image they portrayed in those talks before I enter university. Will it be better if I had chosen other paths maybe like MAEC or doing some double majors in NUS instead? Well, there will be more things to study which I want to fulfil but I cannot cope. What makes it better and outshining on my degree? I can't find that answer to neutralise this evil thought... An established university is what matters in university life. The things we are studying is the same. Hai, I won't be thinking so much if my syllabus was changed. Can somebody tell me the answer? Can somebody help to convince me that I am on the right track?

One down... 2 more

I am so angry with myself can? How can I mixed up two theorems when I have already gotten my answer. And ZY still test us the theorems before that and I still can get it wrong. Nvm, then my presentation is also wrong. Hope the marker is lenient enough. ARH!!!

Linear Algebra...

Happy Birthday to me!

Well, everyone was saying, welcome to the 20th Club!

Thanks everybody for their wishes, especially on facebook, flooding my email today by 100+ emails notifications. I didn't expect so many wishes, when I don't keep contact with alot of my friends. Also, be it the facebook reminder or remembered, thanks so much. Well, I only have 3 sms wishes. It clearly shows that facebook is all means of communication in this 21st century.

This birthday don't really mean much to me. Well, birthdays in general are just a mother's day to me. A day for appreciating your mother when n years ago, your mum suffered so much to let you out to this world. So, have you thanked your mum on the birthday. Well, I do! I made a promise with my mum on my 21st birthday. HAHA! I wonder if it would be fulfilled. Next year, perhaps I won't be in Singapore to celebrate my 21st birthday. I hope I won't be in SG too.

I made two wishes. Two for 20. Upon two icecreams in Swensens. With the first one being mistakenly served.

A roar week ahead. I hope I can get pass well. Good luck!

Going to visit a doctor on a birthday? Hmm...

I am feeling kind of asthmatic. Like my body wants me to take a deep breath in all the time, but each time I took a deep breathe in, it blocks my air passage. Feeling very anxious and my heart beats quite fast. I double check with the instrument to check blood pressure, the readings are still okay. I don't want to get asthma, or rather, I don't want to spray the very expensive medicine. So, my mum is taking me to see the chinese doctor tomorrow, on my birthday. But I want Swensens!