Monday Blues

Super don't feel like going to work today. Now I realised what is Monday Blues ya?

I almost missed my company bus today. As I reached BB Mrt to board the train, it's like 730 am already. And my company bus will arrive at 735 sharp. I am so afraid that I would miss the bus. I alighted at JE platform and saw the purple bus at the traffic light. I chiong down with all my might and ta-daa, the bus arrive at my footsteps. Heaving a sigh of relief. My heart was beating quite fast, and I was the last to go up the bus, end up having a front seat. Then, I couldn't eat my ham and cheese on the bus.

My first task today was to photocopy some claims, and then continuing chatting on ebuddy. I was so afraid people walking past may notice what I was doing on the screen. Then my laobanniang threw a stack of cheque payments, don't know what is she trying to say. And then kind of told me off when she said, hey xiao jie, this one is not supposed to be here, it belongs to L2K. Is like she is gonna scold me but I just went off and said: Oh, this stack of cheque payments are NOT compiled by me. Then she suddenly went silent. So I learnt my lesson, better to be careful than sorry because she will check everything one by one. Seriously, one by one. Always check your work! I am a careless and heckcare chap. OOpps!... So, I almost got a scolding =P

It was lunch time and I just seem to look forward to this one hour or more everyday with my lunch clique. Well, luckily I have a lunch clique if not I will be alone all the time and don't know where to go. I always had a great and nice laugh with them talking about all sorts of funny things. One good thing about Malaysians is that, they will surely keep you entertained all the time without you having to contribute anything. HAHA! That is what happened back at my grandma's place. It seems like every lunch I took longer and longer time, even past the one hour or so given.

Then I continued to sort out the cheques and I have to wait for her instructions, she seems to be so busy and then as I wait I chatted on msn again. Then that auditor whom I mentioned few days ago came to me again, trying to ask me questions but this time round we had a chat instead. Asking about why am I here, helping who to do stuff. He was also waiting for my busy and stressed laobanniang to clear his doubts. At the same time, I told him I was a temp staff, because I am still an undergrad and coincidentally, he was also from NTU NBS! He graduated last december, taking 2.5 years to complete his course, second uppers honours! So Zai... and he is now an auditor. Then he taught me some tricks, or rather, one trick to go about course registration, that is, take out the electives and put all core courses under one plan and click first. Silly me, why didn't I think of this? This makes is much easier to fastest finger because the UEs will somehow distract as you have to click the choices and waste time. By the time, all courses would have been gone. Since UEs can put on waitlist, do that later and faster clicked the cores first. SMART! well, the world is so small. And I can meet a senior here in my workplace. A nice coincidence! And I was surprised he knows MAS, some people still don't know about my course.

Finally can get to do out the sorting when they have decided to banish away with the two different categories and ask me to resort everything just by cheque numbers. I got something to do! Oh and before that, this HR admin manager ( quite big shot and sits in a room of the office) actually asked me if I lost my chair or what because she saw me sitting on the floor. So, I replied it's okay, it is more convenient for me to clear this stuff on the floor. Before leaving, I put all stuff on the table ( cuz I'm wearing dress tomorrow, ugly to sit on the floor =P)

It's the 7th Polar gathering tomorrow. I hope I can straighten out my thoughts.

身为一个女儿， 我到底该怎么做呢？
There are certain unexpected things happening for which I don't know what to do with it and just sit there and cry...


What a lonely cloud I saw yesterday while waiting for my bus back after tuition.

I am utterly worried about what would happen next... help me up! For once, I admire my father...

I'm just only a temp staff!

Something wrong with my eye these days after appreciation dinner. Perhaps, I didn't get enough rest or something. It may be a 眼针 on my left eyelids. But I think now it has healed alot already.

Have been working these days. On Monday I was under two staff. Shifting the work load here and there. Was sorting different types of accounts stuff like cheque payment, purchase order (PO), delivery order (PO), tax invoices, statement of accounts. Especially statement of account under another staff, it took me the whole day to do it. Because there are simply too many companies to sort one by one with according to months. I used up their paper clips and went to the HR to draw one box. Then it made me realised what my primary school chinese teacher said, have you ever wondered who invented paper clips? Though it is just a small tool in our everyday life that it remain so insignificant. A triangle piece of thing made with wire. Low cost, easy to make. But indeed, it is of a great use to us. In preventing papers from flying, to categorise certain categories of paper, as a bookmark and all sort of other uses. Today, paper clips have evolved in many shapes and patterns, for decoration purposes. Seems like when I was doing sorting and rearranging, this triangle thing inspire me alot of with certain small and insignificant things we don't usually notice in everyday life ya? I just love triangle paper clips!

Today I used SAP! Actually I have been using it to do stuff but today... I used it for one whole day. Like a office girl sitting infront of the computer, fakingly to be busy. HAHA! Actually I don't know what is going on, I just do what the colleague wants me to do. I think she is rather stress, because the way she gives me instruction is like the bullet train kind. But working under her is interesting, because I can learn to use SAP and also doing different things instead of asking me to do the same stuff again. Actually I just use the programme there to match the statement of accounts and invoices ref number. It takes me the whole day to do it. But I feel a great sense of satisfaction as my goal is approaching. That is, I wanna learn something out of this job =)

Today this auditor, this guy... must be an auditor, keep approaching me. Maybe he feels like I'm a permanent finance dept there. He keep asking me questions about accounting documents which I don't know how to answer. So I ask him to ask the other because I'm only a temp staff. Then the next moment he approached me again because my lao ban niang (the colleague whom I'm currently under) is busy talking to other people. And coincidentally he saw me using SAP so he assumed that I know SAP. HAHA! So funny. But he is a nice guy, which staff will initiate to talk to me?

Oh ya... my lao ban niang, stress enough to do things herself. Ask me to call this company and ask for their statement of accounts in May. So I successfully made the call. Not confident enough to say anything or let others know what I am saying HAHA! Then I successfully ask for it and I think they ask to fax or something. So embarrassing to showcase my weakness of NOT knowing what is my company's tel and fax number in front of another company. But luckily the lady talks to me in a nice tone. So I have to disturb my the other colleague and ask her for the phone number. So thick skinned. I don't know where is the fax machine, hopefully they got it faxed. Otherwise my stress lao ban niang will keep pestering me for that. And also, she asked me to look for a needle in the hay stack. Spent the whole afternoon the other day looking for the invoices she wants. Actually somehow she is nice but I'm afraid under her because I keep doing the wrong things and blur move, then will have to complicate things for her. Since she is so stressed enough, I hope I can understand her requirements. Just like SAP, one shot I have to digest how to use the system when I have zero knowledge of it. Always for the first time, I will struggle with it. Just like the first time when I have to print job details, end up I go print job summary. End up, I have to re print everything again. Fortunately, she is a nice lady who doesn't reprimand me but will laugh at me instead. HAHA! But working under her is interesting! Because I can get to learn alot of new things. *Winks*

Wonder how each day is like when I finished each day's of her work, then the new day have to request for new things to do. And every morning I will forward her emails and go ebuddy. During lunch time I happen to know that this company blocks msn and facebook, but somehow there is reformatting of the system before. One can enter msn and facebook. They are afraid these stuff affect efficiency. However, back in PJ, majority of them are on msn and facebook all the time, even watching youtube! Haha, you know I know ;)

Tomorrow is a Friday! I finally love weekends, they are time for me to rest and chill.

Hopefully I can find enough time to catch up with stuff.

By the way, it's so long since I upload pictures. These are two pictures taken from my company's office lobby toilet next to the lift. Nice view and experience working in an industrial estate with industrial activities around.

eye tak stamp!

What's wrong with me today?

Today I have been under another two finance AP helping to do their stuff. First, I finished whatever I had on HS's hands. Then I move on to file another big big big stack of cheque notes. Still okay. Before I even start on sorting those thick stuff. I was being called to do some job costing retrieval. Some wrong button I press caused me to lose every detail, so have to re select again. And stupid enough I select the wrong thing. Summary instead of detail. Then I have to restart all over again. Hai... before that, I was ask to sort out some job numbers and highlight those not found. Perhaps, the staples caused the document to be stucked together, keep highlighting the wrong stuff. See wrongly, bak qiu tia stamp. So embarrassing. Hai, mistakes and mistakes all over again.

Today managed to finish all tasks but was given a new task few minutes just before work ends. So, they are nice enough to ask me continue the next day because I have the company bus to catch.

Looking forward to tmr and the dinner with toa wood!

Appreciation Night

Two days ago when I blog this. Have many thoughts running through my mind but I somehow seems to forget about them since it was two days ago.

First of all I shall start off with my third day of work, I was wearing the not-so-hawaii outfit to work. Feeling abit weird, I think I could have just wore my dress that my mum bought for me. =( Anyway I was sorting out all the thick thick invoices and finally completed one cupboard of it. I thought I finish my job while waiting HS to come back, then she told me that I have another bigger cupboard to do. ARH!!! And I have been slacking for one hour. I should put the one hour into good use. I finished my three days but I still haven't finish doing those stuff! I wonder how is it like tomorrow... I better finish all the stuff by tomorrow morning. Not to mention suffering many paper cuts and staple cuts. =(

I quickly went off to attend the RSPHI appreciation dinner. Met deric and xinying at jurong east before meeting wanlin at yew tee mrt. Bottle tree park is a nice place but kind of ulu in the sense that when it comes to night time, one can hardly see anything. Many people were wearing the theme but some of the working people didn't. Though I was kind of wearing the theme too. They started the event when we reached and we just queue up for the buffet. As usual, Woods have only few turn up. 6 of us. Then they played the video compiled for us from the day we entered interview room until the day all of us finished our centre events. Quite nostalgic feeling that I have joined a good CCA. I met many good friends and fun friends. But of course there are still people whom I shall not get too close with some times. Ca depends! Most of all, I have done something meaningful in doing volunteering work and reaching out to people in promoting deaf awareness. That's something that I can proudly say and something for me to take back with in my Uni life.

Next was the election of the 16th committee. I guess all of those people nominated have the capability to bring RSPHI to greater heights. It is a matter of leadership and competitiveness. How good the impression you give to people? Well, I may not be right in saying this. Haha. Next up was the centrehead elections. It was a walkover partly because there were so few of us and also for personal reasons I chose to back out running for it. I have confidence in them in doing a good job for Woodlands centre. Millions support!!! At some point in time we were still talking about removing this centre... we were just crapping but, there is still some distance away for Woodlands to work harder especially ensuring the smooth running of tuitions every Saturday. Something which I am concerned about is, since there are so few of us, every body is crucial in our tuition centre. How do we ensure woodpeckers feel a sense of responsibility and belonging to us before we improve our tutor's attendance. The line lies here when tutors start to one by one pon our sessions, not to say our centre event. That's something to ponder about especially we have more volunteers next semester. Next up is that they asked alot of questions about bonding. I still feel something is lacking that, the high ones will bond among themselves especially after song signing and centre events. The bonding then, stops there. How many people still know every single one of them in the CCA? I guess the answer is no. Actually all of them are great people, perhaps it is the style of leadership which matters most working together in the committee. I am not willing to sacrifice alot of things for RSPHI. But I will still contribute with my best as a member. Some may say that we need to balance studies and CCA, I feel that if we were to talk about this. We will say it's a matter of time management. Moreover, if I were to be very very study-minded, I won't even bother to sign up for a CCA in RSPHI anyway. So I am on the fence that I will be a member instead of the comm before I affect the comm in one way or another. I starting to lost interest in many things in life. Why? Is it because of my poor health that I often fall sick whenever I get stress and busy with work? I am happy with what I have here, RSPHI with many friends, and studying something which I like and going to apply it in the near future. The enthusiasm in me is losing. I am very often active in doing CCA stuff, bonding and all sorts of nonsense. But when it comes to uni, I started to lost interest in all that. Take for example, I used to love singing, but now I lost interest in that, completely. Perhaps there are greater priorities and responsibility that I have to take note of. Of course, I don't want my uni life to be plain without life. But at the same time, I lost interest in many things I used to like. Contradiction. Something is wrong with me. I hope to take back as many fond memories as possible. But how?

Enough of the "I"s... Talking about leadership. People have different styles in leading. I adopt a friendlier style in trying to understand everyone needs. Earn a form of respect. Okay, I guess I shal stop giving this kinds of answers. Of course, if one is up there answering the floor, they could have been nervous and didn't think critically enough. In life, it's either about lead or follow. For now, I guess I will choose to follow, but if I see something not right. I will change it.

Sidetrack, many people say I have the Chinese face. My student is worse, he said I have the banana accent. Breaks my heart! Haha...

Silence is a virtue. It is a beauty. I dislike noises and irritation.

Soccer ball!

Thankfully, history didn't repeat itself today. I boarded the bus with success! With my new colleagues, and I look out like a giraffe (my neck is already long enough haha!) for a purple bus with an AT driver. This driver go cut hair yesterday. Haha. Gonna redeem my $10 back... by lots of hardwork. HAHA!

I'm like a soccer ball. People snatching all over, that they require my help in doing things. I'm attached to HS for these 3 days. Then to another AP, then don't know to who. Finally the manager doing accounts. Looking forward to learn more new things rather than sorting out thick thick documents everyday. Imagine the invoices are as thick as my french textbook! Don't know how many piles are there. I basically have to sort out 1 and 1/2 whole cupboards of it. 1 stack at the top. Don't know how many stacks at the bottom. But my first task today was to sort some documents and send for photocopying. I stood there photocopying alot of documents. Feel so paiseh but that's understood la haha. But the photocopying machine is so ghostly cool! It can finish internet printing jobs, as a scanner even in the feeder, can lock by password... Then while I was photocopying, some unknown document sent by other people can get printed out, which explains why I said it was ghostly cool. And I straight away know that it was somebody else using the printer, though it can really disrupt my photocopying. I'm glad to learn how to use the different photocopier fast. Haha!

I sort out all the thick thick documents the whole day. For lunch, HS and another colleague brought me out to the company opposite us to eat. Soxal, an oxygen company. We ate the fried chicken rice, though it was dry. But nice, and the hot honey lemon was nice! Very glad to have colleagues eating with me and most importantly, talk to me without any barriers...

Had a little bit of back pain bending down all the time to carrying documents and putting them down. Oh! And I have, for the first time, seen how to use the typewriter. Nowadays, it seems rare to see people using it. Very interested to know how it works. It has a backspace function too! So don't really have to worry about where goes wrong. I hope I have the chance to learn how to use it! I sat right in front of it today. Since I know nobody is sitting there with the typewriter and checkwriter. Perhaps it could temporary be my space! The table is filled with all 'my' thick stuff. I hope I can finish sorting them all out by tomorrow and get rid of them. I just realised, being an accountant is never ending. Accounting jobs are never ending, unless the world ends. Luckily I didn't quite choose that path. But I'm glad I still have an opportunity to learn before I am restricted to work and really step into teaching in the future. *Winks!

Oh... My South Korea...

heart pain arh!

Everything went fine today in my first day of job except for one thing.

I am very scared I couldn't board the bus or miss the company bus because I know there are alot of other buses picking up people. And yet today I saw the company bus plate number. I went up the bus asking if it is going to Toll. This AT driver said sembawang, so I really thought it's going to SEMBAWANG. And then I hestitated awhile and got down the bus. And I regreted. Seriously, it's the correct plate number and I should have got up instead. But, this AT driver obviously ... hai. The previous of name my company was sembawang kimtrans. Obviously he still living in his own world, outdated. But aiya. Blame it on my stupidity. Next time ask the passengers instead of the driver. In the end I spend 10 bucks on taxi there. So not worth it. But never mind, what to do? Better be a little bit late then just standing there. I met a good taxi driver. All because I jumped queue. Oops.. haha. Hope no one notices it. Else, I will be late for work.

Second time I was blur is ... I didn't even notice I was at the wrong level. I went to the second floor instead. Hai... then I saw my HR supervisor and she showed me around. The company office was quite nice. Though the outer appearance looks just like any other Jurong Island company. I like the ship steering wheel outside the office. I was issued a pass, and got my fingerprint accessed. This is for the time to clock in and out. Then I was introduced to some of the colleagues and manager, to start of my work. Actually, there wasn't a direct supervisor for me la. I am just there to assist anybody if anyone needs help. Since I was there the first day, rushing from JE to company, they allow me to eat my bread before I actually start. But they are very cute because they asked me to wait and here and there most of the time. I guessed I still feel at ease because each time I know exactly what I was supposed to do, that includes waiting.

My first task was to sort out the tax invoices by number. A big stack of them. Then the second task is to file up all the invoices accordingly. I had to search the files here and there. Squatting most of the time to slot in one or two small little invoices. Carrying heavy files up and down the cupboard. Somehow my back hurts. =( But it's ok. I should do the job well. It took me the whole morning to finish sorting and filing halfway. Then it's lunch time, I went down alone to the canteen. Wondering what to eat. I settled with Malay stall then. I was kind of afraid because I had no one to sit with. Luckily I saw the lady whom I was helping her with the stuff, and another colleague. She waved to me and ask me to sit with her. I heaved a sigh of relief then. I am quite afraid of new environment with new people whom I don't know. Very sad to eat alone de. HAHA... Then we chatted with the colleagues and I found out that they are quite humorous! As we chatted on Mathematics since they asked about my major. This guy seems to know quite abit of his stuff. It was better than I had expected for a first day of work at lunch!

I wanted to continue on filing but this lady, Hui Shan, asked me to rest awhile since it was not even 1 pm yet! So I rested awhile before continuing on my filing. Finally, I finished all and then my third task was to sort and sieved out two different piles of job orders. This remind me of accounting that I learnt about job order. Those ready to be billed and not ready to be billed. Well, sometimes I find that when I'm shy or new to environment, I am very soft spoken. HAHA... It took me the afternoon to do two sets of them. Very thick piles of invoices. I am blurred with all numbers halfway doing those stuff. Then in the next second I have to rest and start looking at job numbers again. I admire those accountants who have to see numbers everyday. Then I did all of them and my fourth task was to do stamping of the documents til we can knock off for work. I already did very slow le but she still thinks I do very fast. Because that is my last job of the day!

Then those colleagues talked to me about where I stay and the bus. So the lady sitting diagonally behind me saw me asking the AT driver and get down the bus. So it was me! Haha.. I better look out for her tomorrow morning. I am afraid again. Haven't really get used to taking company buses. I hope I can see some familiar faces tomorrow and better don't let history repeat again.

Good luck for tomorrow! Tomorrow I have to shift many files! So HS asked me to wear pants. HAHA! Hope tmr will be a better day.

It's offered!

Yes! MPS 812 Entrepreneurship is offered this sem! I hope I can get it together with my friends. But I think, quite difficult because we have to fight for places together with people from SPMS. At a later notice then. Hai, feel so bored having to clear GER core. So boring.

Anyway there is another job offer to me again. What I can do now is to reject everything.

Feel so sorry for my tuitee because he have to accommodate my time slot. And I feel so bad because it seems I'm charging too high a tuition. But he is willing to learn and I'm also willing to help him. Sigh.

What a lucky day!

Today I was woken up by a call from the company I am going to work in. Actually I can start work tomorrow but I chose Wed instead because I have things to settle at home like my tuition stuff. I have checked it out on website and maps, my working place Toll Logistics Asia is actually not that ulu as I thought. I thought it was at Jurong Island but it is near Jurong Birdpark. And luckily there is an SBS bus inside. Hopefully I am not late in catching their shuttle. I am working in the finance department as accounts assistant. Well, close to admin assistant though. I guess it's something which I can learn through accounts, though admin job has like nothing for a temp staff? Hope accounts doesn't terrify me of after taking MB 101.

Then I have received 3 more notices from the companies. 要来不来，一来就一起来. First I received a msg asking me to call back. I thought it has something to do with the current company. This person talks very slow. And it was from Eben's! Somewhere I want to work because it is so near my house. But, they keep posting ads on JobsCentral and just ignored my resume. They could have called me earlier since I made a call to them earlier on asking about the job. Well, they came too slow. Next is some communication company asking me to go down to interview tomorrow. So fast, 没有心里准备. But I told them I have a job currently already. =) Next is the tele-surveying which asta and huiting got earlier on, at that time I was having I hear you. Too bad...

I guess the people there should be friendly. From my impression the lady gave me. I am looking forward to it! But at the same time, quite afraid. Don't know what to expect. Good luck to me!

Well, maybe I should start my wishlist soon. Tadaa...

6th Polar outing

It's quite awhile since I went out and gather with my friends. One thing I don't like about is going home late at night and mum being unhappy about me reaching home late =( Having being able to eat is really a blessing. The fish and chips was nice, as in, finally I regained my appetite. It's just a normal Swensen's fish and chips. But I just love it so much of the feeling that I was able to eat happily.

Since it was Simon's birthday, we treated him to earthquake ice-cream, but we also got a share ourselves la. They had new flavours but kicked out old and nice flavours such as yam and orange sherbet. Those are one of my favourites. My favourites are all sherbet icecreams because they are not so sweet and less milky and creamy. We started to camwhore about anything there since KP brought his tripod stand along.

We decided to go to Helix bridge for explore. We passed by a hotel, can't remember what hotel was that. And they were having some very high class buffet. So we were saying that's our 20th outing, in maybe ten years time? Let's see, the first outing we had was steamboat during Xmas eve. The second was KTV session at Chinatown. The third was Kite flying at Marina Barrage. The fourth was Sizzler celebrating KP's birthday. The fifth was farewell to HuaDong. And now the sixth, celebrating Simon's birthday!

Then at Helix, everyone was fighting for some place to take a photo in. There goes the competition for whose tripod stand is higher! Thanks to KP who brought the stand. So we can have some camwhoring session there, making it a fruitful one. Anyway the bridge is not open fully yet. So we walked and came to the IR casino unknowingly. We went in and explore the shoppes. We wondered why shops were being spelled that way, shoppes - maybe to look more high class that's why. But that's nice! Singapore is such a wonderful place that our tourist spots could be developed like this. In the future to come, I will be a tourist of Singapore, exploring all the attractions. As a Singaporean, I find my own place a WOW! I am amazed at the boat attraction from Fullerton Hotel to the Shoppes at Marina sands, though it feels like the one at the Mines shopping centre back in KL. But I think that could still be developed as a tourist attraction, convenient for them to go casino. We have also explored the outside of the casino, the 'checkpoint'. The whole casino was quite visible from the outside, as in we can see what is going on inside the casino from the place we are standing. It seems like a market to us, the way they place the casino tables and different gambling parts. We were saying it doesn't look like what we have seen in TV shows, which reminds me of 双天至尊. A good thing is in Singapore, they only allow a designated place for smokers, unlike in Genting where you can smell the smoke from the outside. Still, I am privileged to see this scene today. Because I know it is difficult for me to go in and explore. Who in the right state of mind, will want to spend $100 inside just to explore?

Next we went on to the hotel towers to explore. Especially the even higher class buffet dining area they have outside the casino. That was fantastic, with the soothing atmosphere around it. And at the same time, there is live music playing at the lounge below where it can be heard, the nice architecture that the whole Marina sands have. Whatever there... A very nice place. I find that it doesn't resembles my own country. It steems like I came to another place for tourism purposes.

A simple yet fruitful trip. We shall organize something like that again. Though today I am the one "Behind the curtain". There are still places in Singapore that I haven't gone to yet...

World Cup!

My father was so cute. He finally gave up to resist watching all matches even though Channel 5 is live casting some of the matches. He tried to free ride overseas TV like Korea and Malaysia but too bad, the satellite restricted those scenes only to local viewers. They are not so sotong like him. He went down to the kopitiam but couldn't stand the small TV screen with so many people smoking around the area. He even asked me to find online where can he watch the matches. I don't care about him. If people can watch online, singtel can collapsed already. Finally he settled for a small TV screen showing on the left bottom corner of the mio TV guide where the players and the soccer ball were hardly seen. That's the best he could free ride.
At last, my mum just tell him off to buy the channel and that I will pay half of it. He finally gave up and bought the channel on TV. A few seconds later, he got to watch the large TV screen we have and life broadcasting the world cup matches. Though Korea vs Greece match was 20 minutes to the end. Anyway, he is a person who wakes up at 3am everyday. *Salute* No problem catching mid night matches right? HAHAHAHA!!!!

It's a success!

iHEARyou 终于落幕了！大家都辛苦了。。。

It's a big success. I can see everyone having lotsa fun especially learning about deaf culture and sign language. And one surprise I got was: a girl, not sure which school she is in, came over to me and asked if I'm from Hillgrove. Surprisingly they still remember me as a "big shot" of the school. I asked her to have fun but I forget to ask her which school is she in now.

Thanks to all help given because I was still very blur about stuff and missed alot of things during the preparation. However, I can say I didn't contribute much to the committee as I was down during the time. Even though I'm not sick, I may not have been able to stay on with them because I am a person who needed rest. Which is why I gave up the position of CH. Whatever it is, everybody has done well (for those who have rendered their help in one way or another).

Next event will be the RSPHI appreciation dinner! I am going there to enjoy myselves... Feel like taking BS2 class. My sign language is going down the slope already.

iHEARyou

Back in action again. Though it's one more night left to the actual event when I am still confused about the timeline =P Not fit to be part of the team. And I still fall sick during the preparation. Leaving the small team to do. (When we supposed to have the largest team ever)

JIA YOU I HEAR YOU!

With the amount of nights you guys spent on it. I am sure it would be a great success!

儿歌 梁静茹

Never will I dream that things will turn out this way. All promises and words are all vanished into thin air. Blame me on my childish mindset. If I were to nicely treat the day, things won't have gone on this way. How to be not impulsive?!?!

I am a person who will hold on to beautiful memories in the past and don't wish to let go. But I will definitely let go bad memories and move on. To me, I will consider my secondary school days as my bad memories. Other than that, all are beautiful, including the whole of my sem 1.

It will feel weird without an important wing of mine around. I thought I can happily start my new sem around with great friends and without pressure and obstacles. But now, it seems like I have to walk through the path myself. It is not the same as before again. I am year 2 now and I have to adapt to environment. With greater responsibilities, tougher workload and content, greater expectations.

小纸船游过河堤 雨来得很急
我们用小手挡住了雨滴
纸飞机飞进火红的那片夕阳
你望着那里

躲在夏天的街角 你还等着我吗
雪糕被太阳吃掉流汗的脸颊
我踮脚在你耳边说快点长大
长大保护我吧

那远远的地方在绽放 反射光的梦想
我勇敢看明天的模样 不管未来(会)怎样
没结果的故事才最美 最不容易让人遗忘
那就像是生命里的点缀 留在那一天闪亮

你原地骑着木马我搭上那火车
我们心底保留着那一首儿歌
你无意中想起我就温暖的哼着
而那一刻我是你的

I never expect this lovely song from my current favourite singer until this person send to me. The title may look childish. But the lyrics is cheerful. It just suits me =)
I would still wish to listen to her concert with my partner next time. This is my wish.

天有不测风云，人有旦夕祸福

It's 4 more days to I Hear You and I am still here, resting at home. I still need a couple of days of rest before I can really get out for activities. ARH! Why am I so weak?

Went to the doctor today for a second time. I always have to go back and see him for the second time because everytime there is new symptoms appearing. This time round the medicine are much more scary. Big pills and some powder. Smells like banana. With yellow pills also, but that taste sweet when I put into my mouth.

I feel sorry for my parents. First, I promised my dad that I will clean my room before he comes back. But he is coming back tmr and I haven't start cleaning up due to my sickness and everything. Second, I keep wasting food that my mum painstakingly cooked for me. Especially, the fish bee hoon (smells of it makes me feel uneasy) and today's vegatable ABC soup, they are both totally nice (with much oil if can) but I can't really admire these food because the smell of any type of food makes me uneasy, except for one thing, plain water.

Hope I can get well soon!

Finally

Finally, I'm down.

I haven't been feeling well these days. But, I still have some energy to move on. I didn't go for work on Thursday because I have been vomitting the whole night when I was still trying to sleep and have some rest. I thought I can still make it for work but hai... it got worse when morning came. 上吐下泻的. Whatever I ate, even water, also comes out... Never in my life did I fell so ill before. I don't even have the strength to get up and bathe, or walk down my house to see the doctor. Finally, I had some strength. But still vomitting and all doesn't stop. Thankfully the clinic assistants saw the "painful" state I was and allow me to jump queue. Well, the doctor himself was also late... I was nearly hospitalized. Phew. My mum wants to send me to the hospital!

Luckily I am not afraid of needles and injection so I took a jab. It was painful and my whole right arm was numb, with my bones aching all over especially my waist. So I rested and rested, didn't sleep well too. Til now... and I forgone the dry run. Take care and cheer up!
Bored. Waiting for somebody to chat with me on msn... Hai. I've got nothing better to do at home these days, feeling alone. uo,ry dg,wr,wr,k;,ad gj,wr,s,et,ry,vn,et,ip,jl,wr,bm qe,gj,wr,bm uo, bm,wr,wr,sf,wr,sf tu,ip,yi ry,gj,wr n,,ip,ad,ry s,bm,sf tu,ip,yi s,et,wr bm,ip,ry gj,wr,et,wr.
When every meal is just coffee and a piece of bread...

怎么会泻肚子呢?

I had a diarrhoea today. It must be the Korean Kimchi Noodle I ate from Can A yesterday during dinner. It was just some instant packet mee put in boiling water instead of cooked kimchi maggie noodles with some meat or whatever. And it was $2.50. Good business for them. Never try that. If you are desperate for maggie mee, go to the noodle stall and order tom yam maggie instead.

Today's work was rather fine, with Mun Ling and Asta. Initially we are kinda afraid because the place was quite ulu and like, not very reliable kind. But after that, though the instructions given were not quite clear. Anyway the whole event started late because of buffer time here and there, but the 4 hours passed quite fast. I don't feel as though I'm really at work because I'm just here to wave the flag and direct the childcare teacher where to go and so on. Because the children know and listen to the teacher best. So basically, I watch them play and keep track of time. I wish I can go back to primary school, where the toughest choice is choosing which crayon to colour. Haha. I was at flying fox also, I wish I can play. Not sure if there is weight limit. One more day to go. Today was alright because the area was quite contained. But the "uncle" says tomorrow will be tougher because of the different levels of places. Hope this week can past!

And just now, I diarrhoea-ed again...

I miss eating dinner and spending every nights with my mum! But never mind, days will past very fast and I doubt I will have events like that again, doing planning and preparing. It will be my last time I guess. Actually I dislike to plan and practise outside school, in public places like some open areas. NTU is much more safer to be in.

Tomorrow is the start of my first working assignment I am posted and offered! Really afraid and wonder how is it like. 4 hours should past very fast ba. Okay, got to rest.

Should I go see the doctor about my slight pain in my left side of my head? It's not very frequent but sometimes I just feel it.