It's 4 more days to I Hear You and I am still here, resting at home. I still need a couple of days of rest before I can really get out for activities. ARH! Why am I so weak?

Went to the doctor today for a second time. I always have to go back and see him for the second time because everytime there is new symptoms appearing. This time round the medicine are much more scary. Big pills and some powder. Smells like banana. With yellow pills also, but that taste sweet when I put into my mouth.

I feel sorry for my parents. First, I promised my dad that I will clean my room before he comes back. But he is coming back tmr and I haven't start cleaning up due to my sickness and everything. Second, I keep wasting food that my mum painstakingly cooked for me. Especially, the fish bee hoon (smells of it makes me feel uneasy) and today's vegatable ABC soup, they are both totally nice (with much oil if can) but I can't really admire these food because the smell of any type of food makes me uneasy, except for one thing, plain water.

Hope I can get well soon!