oooh...

went to sch today AGAIN
guess what?
saw the tem sem pple again...
thinking abt tagline AGAIN

after that went for YRC
choosing exco..
how i wish i can be in
after the misery for not getting into council
disappointing all my seniors
but
i got in!!
as treasurer
but i was thinking
one treasurer is not enough
hope tt the vacancies can increase up to 2
so that at least somebody is there to help me
but anyway
thanks yi han
thanks esprit
for giving me encouragement
even after im not in council
even after 我的梦想破碎了
maybe thats a gd way to forget this misery ba
i had always wanted to get in council
but just blame me for being indecisive that time
blame me for not treasuring what i had in pj
blame me for wanting to go to another jc where the wisest choice is to stay in pj
and then blame me for not joining o2 GIVEN a chance after fren-a-thon
then blame me for not attending any work sessions which excuses that im not feeling well
im not like that
if i still can make it for them
i will definitely go for them
what happen to me that time??
i had always like to go to school
but ..
everything is over now!!!
i had a great class
i had a great cca
i had great encouragement from council
i had great encouragement from s12 during my down moments
thanks mr vice principal
1) for letting me back in pj even though i din put pj as one of my 3 choices (in fact 4th)
luckily i put.. cuz i thot i din want to come back so i din put pj down in the first place
this was risky u know...
for not putting pj as one of the choices
then...
u wanna come back to pj
really reall y risky
the school have the right not to let me back
but
i was lucky
thanks
2) for letting me be with my s12 pple . now again in s25
otherwise..
i wouldn't be so happy now..
i will treasure!! ( as a treasurer now!!)
only then when i go to another jc i realise
really s12 pple are a great bunch of pple
maybe they are gifts from heaven
who are there to cheer me up
they are different from what i had experience in secondary school
it took 5 hrs for me to immediately realise it...
i should treasure them
i should fight for my own happiness
and not care abt what others say abt pj...
i realise that pj is already my home even though i said that im not happy in pj at first
pj has inculcated good morals and values and thoughts into my head
which are valuable
i miss the 茉莉花 smell in the classroom block
i miss the cafe bread smell
i miss the toilets!! haha which gave me 喘气的余地
whenever im stressed i will go to the first level toilet near the locker...
to do my business ( sounds lame!!!!)
but i just like...
i miss the times when i can anyhow wear my tee shirt and shorts around in school
where nobody cares
i miss the times where s12 gets tgt and sing hokkien songs
i miss the mass dance and fun dance
i miss the orientation there
its just fun to cheer with them
singing songs and cheering cheers that are so familiar
i miss the times where i always trip over the chairs ... which the legs of the chairs are positioned outwards
i miss the times when i did my duty in sanctuary on monday 230 to 330
loaning umbrellas out.. loaning services of pool and other games.. selling food and drinks..
playing all the board games we can find with ihksan
thats when i started realise how much i like the sanctuary...
luckily...
im back
i will promise to do well for my As..
not let the school down
to treasure and appreciate the one and only chance for me to be back in pj again
i will take this as a lesson learnt
and will NOT repeat this mistake i made again
and will NOT harp over this matter again since what is done cannot be undone anymore
i just have to carry on life...
and will be happy and hardworking!!
not to let the teachers who had helped me down....
mr yeo, miss 陈晓红 (is this the correct characters), mr gerard ng ( the scary teacher), md lim.. haha.
ok i'll end here....

lets forget this unhappy past i had...
how i wish im a pae student in black and white...
but nvm
many pple are also PJae student here...
haha...
nvm lah..
take this as a lesson learnt

lastly...
wanna thank yanting and asta for being by my side

yanting:
blame me for not joining o2 with u cuz i thought i'll be leaving pj
明知道 there's somebody to accompany me.. perhaps to join council...
i still wanna leave...
so bad of me
if i had known
i would have stayed with u to enjoy the moments we had in o2
but nvm
both of us MUST join o1 next yr...
anyway..
luckily..
since u woke up early..
that day to receive my call
thanks for all ur help in helping me appeal back to pj..
if u wouldnt there..
i don think somebody can just have her appeal successful within 2 hours..
where this is the timeline that another jc gave me
i was sooo happy....
thanks for everything...
thanks for ur coaching me in econs....
given the reason that i suddenly took up 4h2 unknowingly

asta:
really really thanks for welcoming me back
iwas really touched to see the message u gave me few days before pae ends
otherwise i wouldnt have missed u much
miss the times we take 985 tgt
and wouldnt have decided in such short time to come back pj...
ya although is 3 days..
but still lucky
so i think i really have such wonderful frens around
so put up with my unhappiness
but sorry that i din heed ur advice to stay on
but u still carry on accompanying me til the end
and didnt 排斥 me even though im always unhappy and stressed up that time
how do i find such a good fren around???
and always joke with me
and u were the first one to call me the other time when my appeal is successful
sounding so excited that i almost cried out
that really someone is there when i needed help
and most importantly
happily welcoming me back with warm open arms
thanks !!!!

we'll treasure the times we had tgt k???
jia you!!


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