i am sick

微笑 has fallen SICK

i went for my doctor's appointment today at NUH...
wah the place was really huge that the clinic i was supposed to go into
was so far that i have to walk from one end to the other end
the doctor diagnosed that something is wrong with my stomach
that i often have acid reflux
due to acids present in great quantities...
and then i must undergo OGD to have a full check up
its somewhat like an operation ( i couldn't find another word to describe)
but then this doesnt involve knives...
just that the surgeon will insert a tube from my mouth into the stomach to scan
sounds pain..
but i just have to bear
after hearing this
and after going thru all the procedures...
i can understand how pain when a sick person is lying on the bed...
$$$ gone ... and i have to bear with all the uncomfort taking those pills...
its just not worth it i think
im just very afraid that i couldn't recover and get better
oeople around me are worried..
im afraid...