Overall of my CT results

hai i just need to get this off my head
my grades are interesting
ABCDE
a for Math
B for Phy
C for Chem
D for Econs
E for GP

anyway i expected a C for chem
cuz without chem.. my report card will read ABDE
so i need to get a C to complete the sequence
and i expected it
anyway mr chan gave us a box of chocolates
for those students with A to C
and i was quite happy la
BUT I DONNO WHY I GAVE THAT CHOCOLATE AWAY TO SHAUN CHONG

maybe because i think i din do well to deserve that box of chocolates
so i gave it away
and i didnt think of giving it to my family members instead
despite the fact that i don like sweet stuff
how unfilial i am to NOT give it to my parents..
should have kept it for them..

everytime when i got back my results i will have the urge to tell my parents
how well i fare so as not to let them worry
i obviously don want history to repeat itself
history as in
that time i cause them much worry when i MIA for few hours after i got back my results
cuz i din call back to at least comfort them i did well for my o lvls

i donno why everytime like that
as in i have the eagerness to tell my parents abt my results
but not sharing the joy of getting the reward with them
its not anybody's fault
but in me..
im too selfish..

i guess i will have to buy one more box for chocolate for them
in order to console myself...
feel so regret after answering my mum's call from malaysia
and having to let her hear me giving away the chocolate make me feel uncomfortable