u should be thinking abt exams now and not other things!
perhaps due to the monthly visit of great aunt. my mind is preoccupied with other stuff. irrelevant stuff which i shouldnt be thinking off. it just nv clear away. how should i control my mind? the window just remind me of my history. and only time can heal this scar. why are students and teenagers now live in a strawberry world? i am gonna prove this wrong. and i came out with a quote. the world will nv stop turning because of ur inexistence, but it may make a difference due to ur existence in life. and make life more meaningful and colourful! live it on with that spirit! right.. im much happier now. when great aunt has just went back to her place.. haha.
it drives me crazy on saturday when i'm badly in pain. lying on my sofa taking medicine. well. both times it happens at home. but what if one day im outside and i suddenly cry out in pain? should i go see a doctor? maybe that is the reason why i am feeling "anxiety" these days... thinking of stuff that i SHOULDN'T NEVER EVER be thinking of...

promise myself that it wont happen again?
i must be happy and treasure everything around me...

well... 3 stones off my burdened shoulder. 3 more math to go! add oil everyone!
thats my first time taking uni exam. i thinking its quite fun. haha.
how to put my 100% concentration in everything i do?