就算人类百态有多么丑陋，我相信有时候，人间还是美妙温馨的。

Talking about humanity and life, I always have a very pessimistic feeling about it. I always feel that there are more ugly acts than kind acts in this world. Why do crims happened so often? Knowing the heavy consequences but people still repeatedly do it. And worse still, influence each generation of youngsters. And the ball continues to roll to even younger and younger kids. More and more of them are constantly polluted with curiosity, urges, temptations. How many of them do they really understand good moral values, character development, their responsibilities? Summing all, how to really 做人？ 他们还是无法了解做人的道理。 反而，越来越多会因为好奇，爱玩，真的去“做人”。Was chatting with some friends about this, although funny, but it's really true wad. Friends talking about shotgun marriages, such cases constantly appear on their fb newsfeed.

Is this just occuring in Singapore? or it also happen in other parts of the world as well?

Read an article today about an old disabled man taking care of his illed wife, helping to cook, clean up, take care of her all by himself in the wheelchair. I was kinda touched by this real life story and so it explained my status. There are still virtues of society in the society. People, no matter how bad they are, will still think for their loved ones at least. At least! I hoped.

I was chatting with a friend about relationships. And found out both of us think quite alike when it comes to relationships. Fearing that you will dislike certain traits about him/her after getting together. But at the same time, fearing that you will just miss this person at that stage of time. Friends around me always say, faster go get a boyfriend before you graduate! If not very difficult liao! But this type of thing, not say I want means want wan ma right? Right time, right person is very important. I may say I am now ready for a relationship, but if there is no flowers for me to pick. How can I start to admire that flower leh? So funny you know wookies? 22 is not a young age anymore I feel. HAHA! though there are still the other extreme who say I am still young. Well, I hope I still look young, say 5 years down the road la har. Good luck to me then!

But I still think, having common interests is very important to me. And also personality. If not, it is very difficult to strike common topics. I am actually a very talkative person. But I will only share my thoughts and feelings to people whom I think can understand and appreciate, that is, with a suitable personality. Just like my thoughts towards teaching, I will only share it to people who are passionate enough. And not make the whole education cycle go haywire. I think, say out of 10 people I meet, 8 are rotten apples. Which is quite sad though. I recently talked to another secondary school friend about not being able to secure an interview opportunity again. I quite agree with what he says. He is a very passionate and committed teacher. Wanting to do well and serving his students with all his might. Ultimately, thats how cruel reality can be. They don't look at how you teach to get the scholarship, but your results and CCA to start off with. But ya, it is an undergraduate scholarship to sponsor your studies. grey area. But I believe, if you are passionate enough, you don't need the government to take note of you. Others around will notice you and what's more, your students will benefit from you and that is the most important thing to do being a teacher. Who cares about what rank you are, who cares about how much you earn, who cares about how well you study. I believe, certain principles still hold. But, how long can one hold their principles stll remains unknown. Here, Christopher Lee in his recent show, The Oath, really inspires me alot. I hope I can meet such people like that, or, have I already did? Hmm...