Rants

Dreading friday to come even more. I don't wanna leave yet. Can I stay longer?

But one good thing is, I won't have to see this particular person everyday anymore. I wondered how much appetite I have in school, to face him eat my yummy lunch. and I managed to finish it. How surprising. How frustrating it is everyday.

I was telling Seokxian how lucky am I to meet this colleagues

which senior will ..always shout, "Eh! lunch time liao! 吃饭吃饭！" and then happily go eat with you.
which mentor will.. always drive u to the station ... and no need to listen to whether you agree or not, and just say, "going to station? Let's Go!" and let you treat his workplace like your own "wellness centre"
which sup.. will.. always one day after another.. keep giving u fruits until you forget, put til rotten and finally throw away, and won't get angry but laughed even more when you tell him that I throw away his fruit...
which teacher will... treat u drink bubble tea.. when i just did my small favour, and big big cup somemore..
which colleague will... "eh i help u take photo la, u go show ur prof"... in front of the students in the LT
hahaha, I think the last one is funny.
and which director will treat u fine dining... to welcome u as an intern..

all this nitty gritty things, brightens up my days here.

oh and which colleague, sit just 3 metres away, got no link to you at all, will get up and walk all the way towards you (3 metres only) and listen to you to ask stupid questions...

Like what my sup say, it's kind of protected environment, people are nice. Not til when you go outside to the private sector and experience that kind of environment. It's sometimes, too good to be true.

I had a very very worth it 30 mins session with him, to hear his feedback about me. And seriously, perfect. I was expecting something negative. But he told me, I have to be more aggressive, citing some examples in the future. I can only say, his EQ is very high. I quite enjoyed listening to the things, and experience I shared with him, in that enclosed 4 walls room. When some people just say, "huh? 有什么好聊的？"
Ignore that, I stll think i gained a very wonderful lesson. He just treat me as a peer and share alot of things to him, but I have yet to ask him about his personal life , wahahaha.. but aiya, I know his demographics lah, he just passed his 37 bday, got a happy family, 1 wife 2 kids. was my "donno how many seniors in NTU", previously lion dancer. Okay secret conversation. He just makes me feel so heartwarming that, I don't wanna leave this place.

Then on tuesday, went home with another colleague who just did her hair for hope. and she shared with me her views on it. Interesting.

Today, I met Grace, coincidentally she is teaching in RP. She is my YOG in charge. And she shared with me alot of her experiences in industry. Sama sama conversation like my sup. And I feel that they really learn alot in private sector. Wonderfully, I have another friend in another school in RP. So cool!

Thanks so much everything that RP gives me!

anyway, was so engrossed in my thoughts that I missed my station. I went out, and thought I would leave the station by taking hte train, then I realise, this train goes to Clementi. OMG, what am I thinking about? I went back to the train I was from... wah... what a foolish person on earth leh...