It has been the second third Friday since I become emo for the whole Friday, wasting time and not doing anything. Dwelling over things or thoughts that I have experienced, or come into mind for the past days in the week. This time, I am really overwhelmed by the people in my korean class. I really think our presentation is not outstanding at all...

which is why I always say, Friday is not a good day for me. It's a day when I always get emo for no good reason. Well, anyway...

for the past few years, and until now when I am soon to become a graduate, it's kind sad that I, til now, don't  really know who I am yet, or what I really want to become, I lost my identity, my feelings, and my motivation too. Or have I been reading too much into psychology? I still reminisce the great times during JC where I freely enjoy the times spent with my friends and teachers. I guess this two years are almost unforgettable in my life. Well, uni, I have made great friends too but I still frankly, do feel alienated at times. Is it the problem with me for my neurotism? Or have I been too soft spoken, afraid to stand up and give my opinions, and much more afraid that people wouldnt  accept me? This is some thing that I have been pondering for very long, and still pondering until now...

I have not seen myself laughing heartfully since a long time ago...

朋友，也许，你的想法真的跟我一摸一样。