Tuesday, December 23, 2008

07S25 Class Chalet


this has nth got to do with chalet...
just surprised to have receive eagles award at jc level...
thanks to sirius ba!

alright was tired after this torturous chalet...
if u wanna slim urself down... go chalet!!! haha
lots of apologies in this post .

day 1: as i reached imm. they have alr finished buying stuff.. sorry for delaying u guys.. and i didnt help much. perhaps is due to the 'pek cek' ness after the confusing discussion the other day abt buying stuff.

ok i reached chalet... another round of conflict again abt the itinery, like some wanna go watch soccer at kallang, then class event night cycling!! so we took alot of time renting the bike...

and the guys and me rushed down to kallang, and meet yt jl and nl.

the 3 steady girls!!
shaun big head covering my view... well the match has started!!

its singapore 0 vietnam 1... when we all saw the goal we were like .. speechless.. is the goal keeper stoning or wad???

saw my junior ruo shan at the toilet. she's fine! i'm fine too!

im happy and not regretted for coming to watch this match. though s'pore din win... but i enjoy the atmosphere. esp with my classmates=)

12 pm we reached chalet. get ready for night cycling. too bad the bike i got has some problems with the gear. thanks guys for repairing.. but i end up i got my bike swopped cuz it was too high for me.

we cycled and cycled. then zhiying and me and few others at the back almost lost the rest.. so i took a gamble. and yey!! i found them, they stopped to watch liverpool vs arsenal. while the rest stopped for a break and a snack.

we cycled all the way to changi village. i love the scenery and the cool wind, esp the changi airport. we followed the never ending lamppost. had fun turbo-ing and chatting with zhiying!! she told me abt her experience with the snails along that road that she cycled... and then it was the changi village (ps. i couldnt rem we reach the airport or village first) , and the fun thing was we cycled round and round and round for several times cuz we had no idea where to go. i guess it was 2 or 3 am in the morning that time?

its already day 2

oh ya. we past by this place. eerie place. its state land that the guys have been deciding to go in or not. so some went in. and saw that there isnt any route to somewhere... and then peeps ran out, leaving the bike inside .... haha of cuz the guys went in to take them out la. i was abt to go in when they ran out.. didnt see much inside. initially we wanted to take a photo. but some was afraid that there's some eerie figure that appeared in the photo. so we put off that idea.

we reach east coast somehow. and we saw this round round cyclone. so everybody cycled up. i was kinda tired so actually i want to walk up. but i cycled up. kinda fun.. but.......

wk bump into the wall. and i lose control and don have enough time to brake and thats it

i fell onto his bike. got crashed and squashed (oh ya dive dive .. if thats how u guys wanna describe it) in between both bikes. 跌的四脚朝天. goodness me... why am i that slow to brake. so sorry to got u implicated. but million thanks to u guys who have helped me up!!! actually i din hurt much.. just suddenly that moment i fell hurt only. after that jiu ok le! so after that i took double bike with qian . at least i can get to rest awhile abit. and at the same time.. wk's bike kinda spoilt le.

we reached ecp at around after half an hour and i shared hotcakes with asta.. i thot i couldnt cycle back, but i still can manage doubles being at the back. but as i go in mac, the guys ask me to fetch the spoilt bike back in a cab. so i went back with huiting and weiqi since they're feeling tired too. should i say im lucky? but i'm feeling sorry to those who have to cycle all the way back...

i slept for an hour. then the guys came back and torn the whole chalet down again. haha (exaggerating).

in the morning. i went to escape with ngli, yanting and melissa. using the 4 free tix. nth much in scape cuz my favourite panasonic has been closed. the only fun thing was the go kart and wet and wild. i think they should improve on the rides there... furthermore some rides were closed for maintenance.

want to catch some sleep after a lunch at foodcourt with asta, kiong and xiang. luckily that bowl of 鱼片米粉 saved me after eating so much fastfood. no space to sleep. so some has to give up for next shift of sleeping. i cant really get to sleep cuz as usual they are noisy pple around. actually i slept less than anyone do... (maybe more than yanting ba) ok after several tries to sleep. i gave up. wake up and started our bbq-ing.


JPEG came.... here's janice.. thanks for her love care and concern all the time esp pw
camwhore .. we're wearing the same shirt.

the guys at the back are up to same fun again.
they're starting the fire.

07s25 girls.

alright.. thanks to those who have helped us in bbq-ing.


07s25 gals... that was back in 2007 where we have 14 gals.


after the bbq. we played indian poker! but before that, mervin showed us some tricks. as usual i'm gullible one to be fooled with.
ok i tio the first dare. cuz i changed my card from the biggest to the smallest! their rule is: the 2 biggest and 2 smallest cards will have to do dare...
luckily my dare is level one dare!

not tt difficult...

we continue this game for only awhile and recorded some really funny videos...

when JPEG left.. we change a new game. the whacking game???
i got whack by a few times.... but the person beside me is always on a revenge to whack somebody else instead of me. gotta see everyone's expression when they are whack.. internal bleeding???hope there's no serious hurt.

its already day 3 .. got no idea of when and what day is what day ...

ok looks like everyone's bored and im tired too.... we went the beach for a walk...
it's freezing cold with the sea or land breeze... (sea or land???)
sat there and listen to the conversation. i was really tired le ba..
and then i went to mac for a hot milo drink... and headed back to chalet and sleep

woke up. pack up and leave....
sorry if i keep taking taxi .... like so bad rite????
but .... its not like im always the one taking... there are also others who take it too.. stop blaming me... i don mind paying for the fare... but there are also others who take it too...

sorry if i trouble u guys..
thanks everyone for their care and concert..
i'll definitely appreciate that

had a chat with asta...
2 years passed damn fast...
still thinking those times when we're still happily settled at pae...
thinking of making new friends isnt easy too...

i saw pei qian ( a fren who went china with us) and chatted with her regarding chalet
and i must definitely admit ours is alot more tiring... haha
torturous....

slept. zzZ

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Sentosa Outing

i realised i hadn't blogged abt sentosa outing
well when going out with the class dream on in going home early man haha
so as usual got a red whack when i reach home
i went to temple at noon to offer my prayers
and so i join them after that
thanks to the weather and my father
and thanks to those who keep phoning me non stop arh haha

reach there at around 230
and i realise it's so bored to go to sentosa alone.
when u see everybody in groups happily going to find thrill and fun

alright as usual they will find jokes on me to entertain themselves
when i reach tanjong beach
saw dex on my way there with his family

i only played volleyball for a while
and some card games
the day is short
then the guys went for their bath
and some stayed to play water
so they are: jianlin eugene weiwen yanting huiting and asta
and me
i didnt go down to the water
just watch them play a funny monkey game
with funny rules and funny stunts
well this is really fun and can bond everyone tgt
too bad the whole class cannot play cuz it will take up much space then

we left the beach and dex came and join us
took some ku ku photos while waiting for the tram

and we passed by the guys at palawan when they are also on the tram
taking a full whole ride around the island (-_-")
i had a quick bath and came outside...
yes the girls were long enough to get ready
but thats good lah.. make the guys wait since we waited for them the other time

took photos again at beach station before leaving the island
think i wont come again le ba

reach vivo city and off i go!!!
cheers

so many peeps wearing red.


took some funny pictures when we are waiting for tram.
the game of sea monkey. the funniest monkey game i ever see pple playing

saw lao da and lao er's blogs. and they blog abt their swollen feet. here my foot is fine and healthy pink! haha.

我们母女俩

Spring Cleaning

what a fulfiling day i had with my father today.
we cleaned my room together and get rid of certain things that are unwanted
from my display cupboard, cabinet, shelf, table, floor.
and guess what ???

we shifted the computer from my parents' room to my room
and i gave a big lending hand to installing the computer again
i'm here testing this computer out and we succeeded!!!

right now im blogging and i can say that we are 3/4 done.
still got some packing up to be done
great day i had!!

however there are still many things in my room haha

my father is 'niao-ing' me =)

Friday, December 5, 2008

Grad Night is Over!

prom queen jasmine, photo kinda blurred
the 6 gals who went and mrs annie loh, my favourite PE teacher

dear jamie. who went both china and india with me


J.A.Y . getting bored after an endless walk trying hard to find where is butter factory



we're just like tourists and shopaholics




12 sisters. 1 is missing. i'm lao 7



class photo




mum and her 2 daughters
eileen, jan, asta and me
those who went for india trip, with asta... caleb and yong sheng

we were having styling and making up sessions at karen friend's house.
before attending grad night. 天不做美, was pouring heavily outside.
well grad night itself is kinda plain. without my dearest friends and teachers
with 陈世维 as the one of the MC, had this prom queen and king voting session and jasmine won!
and played this game dont forget the lyrics. was a disadvantage to me cuz i don really listen to english songs. and we had lucky draw. dexter won. and one sad thing is i lost my grad night ticket
=(
well i didnt take enough pictures when the rest are hurrying us down to the lobby
had a long time waiting for the guys and deciding where to go after that
then we made our way to clarke quay and realised that butter factory wasnt there
we took a long time walking and by the time we reached there. left 1.5 hours.
i wanna get in but since no girls are going in, i put off the idea
but we went to a pub instead
though small but i think is cozy, safe cuz we knew the pple there=)
stayed there only for a while since the pub is closing.
so we went to the nearby coffeeshop and played cards while the guys ate and chit chat
i think this is the most funniest part of the whole event
the riverside guys are busy talking about their sec sch life which is very interesting and our class guys just stayed there and laugh
while the gals played bridge and shiyun nv stopped making me laugh largely due to her zombie-ness. shall crowned her zombie queen - my second daugther...
i left at 6 tgt with asta, huiting and shiyun
took the first train which we thought was empty
nevertheless it was very full
i slept awhile, was tiring
thinking if there's another class outing again. hard
went home. mum was sleeping soundly
showed her my makeup and hairstyle
she thinks my hairstyle is nice!! makeup abit dark...
took awhile to 'dismantle' my hair. though very 不舍得
tried taking photo of my hair and back
took a clean bath and wash off my nail polish
dont really like to do manicure cuz i think my nails need to 'breathe'
and by painting nail polish i deprived my nails of life haha weird logic
partly because my nails are ugly!
took some time to unpack my stuffs and wash my clothes
i slept on the sofa til around 1 pm and have my nasi lemak
it tasted sour but i still eat it... hungry la haha...
hope everyone had a fun day
as i've said to peeps.
a memorable event though not really memorable.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

家家有本难念的经

嗨。。。唉声叹气!
去了一趟《马》回来后领悟到了很多事情。家人对所有人来说很重要。家,是一个即温馨又安全的地方,但这未必是准确的。 所谓的信任也有时候都是虚伪的。

那里,本来很热闹的。但,随着岁月的增长,我们各忙各的,很少在一起聚会了。以前总是少不了小鬼的声音,大人的吵杂声,罗里罗唆,但至少没有那么多争执。随着年龄的增加,健康渐渐衰退,再加上经济不景气,每个人都忙着赚钱,忽略家里温馨的时光。十年过去了,那里,也空虚了,安静了。。。

这一生中虽然小时候很调皮,脾气又暴躁,但也尽了一个孙女的责任,也好过一些只会用讲的,不会做的,可是也是这家最不疼的 (我觉得啦) 凡是什么人都好,也会受到指指点点。有时候真是无法忍耐这些带着刺的言行举止。家里其实还挺乱的,从小就一直听,听,听到长大,有的听进去,有的听进心里,有的右耳进左耳出。现在长大了,听的和关心的也比较多了,自然而然担心妈妈所担心的也就因此而增加了。可能只是听了5成而已,而另外5成的事情在我未出世前就已发生了但只是还没传进我耳朵里罢了。很多事情都是被埋在谷底,不愿说出来。爸那里是这样,妈这里也一样。甚至像电视剧里头的剧情一样,挑拨离间,家破人亡,都有可能发生,就是这么一回事!相反的,太维护孩子,太保护家里,也有可能产生憎恨,孤僻,寂寞。幸好,我两者都不是,也不希望是。搞到家庭破裂,‘他’不在理会或信任母亲,更加为难 ‘她’,更糟的是,他永远永远都不会原谅自己亲生的妈。你可以想象,从小自从‘她’出世以后,‘他’就失去了童年,失去真正快乐的定义,很可悲不是吗?每次因为‘她’受了一点小伤害,无辜的‘他’就背上冤枉的罪名,被很狠的藤鞭挨打。慢慢的对自己的妈有了挽救不会的憎恨。裂痕,就算怎么去弥补,也一样不会消失的。现在后悔了,想弥补,‘他’已经对自己有没有母亲这一回事也不在乎了。甚至沦落到母亲妒忌,嚣张,怀疑。连累了已经整整扶持他们一家人十年的女佣,一起遭受因为妒忌和怀疑而带来的伤害,侮辱和冤枉。要继续忍耐吗?要不是为了同情他和她的遭遇,还有外婆,女佣早就离开这个勾心斗角的地方了。甚至沦落到变成“家贼”,连自己女儿的钱都能骗走,偷走。这又何必呢?家里一次又一次发生一连串不愉快的事情,是被主使的吗?会有那么巧吗?而且目的只有一个:她要赶走佣人,用尽各种手段来信服别人相信她,而旁观者的话全都是垃圾。不幸的,昨天,家里遭打枪,贵重的东西给弄不见了,甚至是别人的东西,经济不是很理想,还必须花一些现金处理这些事情。我们,担心规担心,除了金钱方面,也帮不了什么大忙。我不希望佣人有事,外婆有什么事,也不希望‘她’和‘他’有事,因为他们的路还遥远,但未来是一个未知数。为何尽一份母亲的责任,你做不到。妻子的责任,你也做不到。家庭主妇的责任,更不用说。没有一个好榜样,你根本没有资格向他们呼呼呵呵,如此嚣张和双面人虚假的态度。家庭破裂,婚姻破裂,我为她和他感到惭愧。

另一方面,听的多也没用,必须要亲眼看到事情的程度,才能相信今天的局面。但你们真的感受到了吗?帮到他忙了吗?现在相信了,担心,埋怨,烦恼,唉声叹气又有何用呢?与其在这唉声叹气,不如做一些实际的东西。担心,只会叫人更忧郁。埋怨,只会叫人更生气。烦恼,只会叫人更伤心哭泣。唉声叹气,只会叫人更憔悴无力。要承受这种压力,还要顾虑被人指指点点,我会开心吗?(其实我是一个会把别人的每一句话放在心上的人,可能是因为几年前在学校里发生一些不愉快的事情所累积的一种性格吧)我会快乐吗?我会开朗,带着笑脸吗?当然不会讨人喜欢,我也不喜欢去讨别人心欢,我只是想做我自己。有这么困难吗?我能改变吗?

看着妈妈这么担心,爸爸也如此。三头两天必须回《马》看一看状况,就连这个举动,都会被人批评。我能了解,也能体谅。旁观者不了解情况,随便猜测,制造不必要的误会。这也是必须面对的一种压力。妈妈还这么开心,常常唱K解闷,出去散散心,这是她化解心结的一种方式。这也有错吗?她辛苦赶工,但时常吵这没钱用,原来常常塞些钱给《马》那边紧急使用 - 那边辛苦赚钱,钱又不翼而飞,还需要养家,另一边患上肝癌,已第三期了。谁帮她呢?只会用嘴巴讲,不会用行动做,总之一大堆理由。我实在看不过眼,我也mo ngan tai(粤语:没眼看)。我不想去理会那些闲言杂语,做我自己对的起良心的事,而认为是正确的事。希望这些压力不会变成憎恨,我到底该怎么办呢?

但,我是幸福的。有一个美好温馨的家庭。妈妈和爸爸都疼我,爱我。简简单单的3人家过得开开心心的。这就足够了。我拥有自由,自主权,不必要过分的维护和封闭,同时也自力更生。父母常常斗嘴,但这也是他们表达感情的方式吧?根别人不一样,吵吵闹闹,但挺有趣的。哈哈。我很满意现在的生活。长大后,我一定要和娘一样。证明自己不被别人看扁,更加自力。我要做到,而且我一定会做到。

Thursday, November 20, 2008

going off to malaysia tmr

it is abit fast after A lvls
haven really get to enjoy with my friends yet
and i have to go off to malaysia

well it's a good time too
to take a break and step out of this hectic box
one week should be sufficient i guess

u shall see me full of energy after one week!!!
dont miss me!!!
peeps: go ahead if u guys wanna go out

anyway
my com is alive again
but there's tonnes of things to do on my com
install things. upload photos. back ups

shall enjoy myself for this holidays
more class outings yea???
have fun gossiping... (without me ) haha

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

'A's are over...

A levels are finally over!
heaving a big sigh of relief
supposed to be emo today cuz it'll be my last time
wearing my uniform, carrying my lousy bag, wearing my lousy shoe
carrying my notes while walking to sch
it's the last day that we can gather as a college
taking the exam and fighting the cambridge war tgt as a whole.

but meiling has told me a good news..
however,,,,,, it doesnt benefit me:(

after the exam our class has a sports spree!!!
guys went soccer, some sisters went badminton at RP

had it all out man
long time since we've played sports
and gossip alot too (thats our class hobby)

and i have been crowned the president of stoners' club=)

really have lots and lots of fun here at pjc esp with 07s25
birthday bashes, taupok, our badminton volleyball tabletennis sessions
and i'll nv forget my running session=)
and also lesson time when we crack jokes with teachers
although sometimes there is frequent gender discrimination and (school discrimination)

well. kinda piss off with my own pc at home
i cant even on my com
and there is alot of things yet to be backed up.....
now it's under repair.. i have to get back all my photos from people again...
my shanghai photos are gone=(

not to say the rest
hope my friends have them
next time must back up earlier...

it's second time my com is dead

sad... cant even play a game online after my hectic exams

back to topic
had many gatherings coming up but due to my holiday trip
i'll need to sacrifice and had them postpone
sorry peeps!

see me on grad night then

looking forward to chalet!!!
off to malaysia!!! (turning into mould and fungus sooner or later here)
i need to take a quick break out of this S'pore box