flied pigeons

我被放鸽子了!

continuously two times in a day.
which means that i taught nothing today.
ok la. gave a short consultation to a boy and helped students in the lecture...
nearly fell down and embarrassed myself infront of the students
but luckily i regained my balance in time. thanks to yt who called me out of a sudden

rushed thru my own notes. actually wanna go sch early today
but thanks to my warm bed. i decided to sleep later and go to sch later.
was staring at my lappie for a whole day. when pple thot i was playing my com but NO

lunch time was 二人世界 wooo hoo!!!
it has been long since we both had lunch . just the two of us.
chatting abt personal things which cannot be told to others. not say cannot la. but not convenient

stayed in sch for long cuz we want to go college day rehearsal.
we went in late cuz we had a bite at the cafe with bryan, talking abt nonsensical stuff
i think tmr's college day would be nice. 有看头！looking forward to tmr!
quote from mr steve poh: 做梦都梦到college day.
so sad man. but i think everybody put in alot of effort. esp on wednesday when it dragged til 8pm
it would be a success!
oh my the song is so romantic.

sometimes i was thinking. im happy at work. but im mentally exhausted somehow to keep wanting to improve my lessons and students. everytime i went home i couldnt find any strength to talk to anybody. or do anything. even my mum. i hardly chat with her or sit on the sofa and watch tv tgt with her. cuz im simply to tired that even as i walked i can fall down to sleep. not to say abt my father cuz he's right in brunei now. when he calls i would have already slept. i need a mind rest. but not for long. sunday would be a great time. even my friends. i hardly keep in contact with them esp ml. too lazy to plan for anything too. it seems like alot of things are going on but i am just hack care-ing.

too many things on my mind but i am just plain lazy to sort them all out. i need to play! somebody play with me!

everyday doing the same routine...
here it goes.
wake up, make bfast (ovened my ham), bathe, eat bfast, go out
walkman phone on, going to sch listening to the same songs, entering sch like paparazzi, sign in and walk into staff room.
hello hello hello everyone (yt says im like recorder but nvm)
chit chat and bring all my barang barang to library
ring ring if got lesson go sit in if no lesson continuing my things.
then lunch. sometimes with N and zy sometimes without.
eat also eat the same thing. same stall. drink also drink from the same stall.
if weather is hot i drink fruit juice if weather is cold i drink hot tea.
chat chat chat. laugh laugh laugh. see students walk here walk there.
go back for lesson. stand outside wait for students.
students come jiu come. students don come jiu sua.
talk talk talk abt the same thing for one week.
"show that x increases, fx increases" been repeating abt thousand and one times already
"thank you miss yeong"
byebye..
chit chat with RTs sometimes.
talk cock talk cock laugh laugh laugh.
then go home..
too tired to say anything.
bathe eat sleep.
then the next day comes.

wanna do alot of things (not in any order):
1) play badminton (haven get to play since donno when), hopefully with gang in sch
2) pubbing with gang in sch (valerie cannot escape... hahaha)
3) play wii in sch living room
4) ride around the sch in pjc car. N drive. i play
5) K box-ing. donno who want to go.
6) class outing since guys got block leave (very difficult sia! lazy to plan)
7) farewell for **
8) find yearbook (funny sia)
9) rock the whole sch down (wahahaha.. kee siao)
10) clear my room. (one thousand times ... still back to the same situation)
11) secret

hope's tmr will be fine and fun!