this is so scary!

hai... those people who said uni life is slacker and easier. i dont fully agree. depends on what goals u have in mind. if u want to enter uni and just pass all the courses. well, then that is easy. if u want to pursue honours like me. that is difficult cuz there is always people who is always better than u. in chinese, yi shan hai you yi shan gao. one mountain will always be taller than the other, unless u r mount everest. that will be ... u know who i am talking AbouT!

just came back from my tourism lecture. our project grades are out. but unfortunately, the lecturer had just marked 2/3 and left with 1/3 undone. too bad, we fall under the 1/3 category. so me and beatrix were so anxious abt our results but to no avail. we have to wait til tmr. but as we walked past the table. we saw a couple of A+ scripts. this is so scary. imagine getting a grade A and u are unhappy with it cuz people around u all got A+!!! it's like As are dropping down from the sky so easily? well, even the lecturer also say, what a pity and it is so frustrating to see people getting a high grade when they SU the course away. i am so dumb to SU it so soon when actually i could wait and see my grade to be up. but anyway. good or no good. even though i got A+ . i am so going to SU it cuz the finals is 70% which i don think i can score well. plus, i don want to affect my GPA too. but wait a minute, i don think i can score well in my 110 either! later the marker also very lenient give me high marks for tourism i can go jump down le. haha. which is impossible la cuz most of the lectures i cant really see the link between the content to tourism devt and all that and i don see where i could apply those things she said onto paper black and white. cuz the content is like, making sophisticated things out of very surface concepts. this is sociology i guess, but well, i have taken sth related to sociology. not bad. anyway i made good seniors there. worth the time la. no matter which human or arts subj i take. i sure CMI de. so forget it. i shall not change my decision. cuz i cant change too.

receive my econs grade thru mail.. scary. cuz now results are told u thru computer. computer tells u everything u did good or bad. i did not too good for econs, average score. maybe cuz im not too good at answering mcq questions. nv come across this before. cuz it's always essays and case studies. well. she gave us advice on whether we should SU. but since i made up my mind earlier that i want to minor in econs. i shall not think abt SU. cuz if i want to become a teacher. i need 2 teaching subjs. and econs perhaps could be one of them. see if next yr i could get a chem module or not.

lastly, calculus results for mid term is out! well, quite happy with the score! but i surely know that will be people who will do fAnTAsTiscally well for it. well. im happy and thats it.

now waiting for the project marks to be made known by tmr.
so which means that the only unknown thing will be. MAS 110! when are u coming out? people out there are so anxious cuz it will affect their decision!.

well. i shall start studying soon. MAS 111 quiz is next saturday. what a not 3 not 4 day which. on a fine good e learning week. no lessons for me. and i can go back to malaysia. when my plan is spoilt due to this test. ERRRERERERERERRR!!! an one hour test. which makes me sacrifice all my fun joy and laughter when i could actually attained in malaysia. abt a year plus since i went back to tampin. i miss that lovely little kampong! the fresh air, the wonderful little raw small bananas that my neighbour planted. xiao wan mian! i couldnt find the taste here in singapore. roasted meat. but somehow i can get to eat them due to special ways. the kind of silence there calms u down. that place which i go every holiday since i was born. well. i better do well for my quiz so that i will not regret.

should i pon next week's tourism lecture?
e learning week for spms next week.