Where my dreams wait for me...

All I can say tonight is... I never regret my decision joining Home, joining RSPHI. Where it's a place in NTU which feels like a home to me, though sometimes I feel a little strange beneath it.

I still remember that time when they are recruiting people for this performance, not many people are so keen to take the initiative. But I was kind of interested in the start, perhaps due to the nature of the song, as I had always wish for a chance to perform something of nation cause. Performing infront of the whole Singapore in a stadium has always been my dream. But that's what the next Kit Chan or Stef Sun will be capable of, not any simple job as it could seem. Well anyway, I ask pong to tag along with me too. Surprisingly, now, he seems more "into" the performance than me HAHA! Feels kind of weird when there are so little seniors. But well, I had fun, though a little tired having to drag myself to wait for practice in the night every Thursday when I can actually go 'home' early. Having to perform at this environment has given me a new feeling about performing. We all along have been using songs and play it. But now, it's a completely new feeling of listening to the piano and singer singing, and signing tgt with the singer. What's amazing was, we just started practising tgt with the pianist and the singer only yesterday night. And today, miracles happen! Thought we are still not that familiar with the new style, but we make a good performance! Practising yesterday at the ny house CO room really brings me back to the good old days in my secondary school choir, where all of our songs are accompanied by piano, and my friend was playing the piano at that time. I really like this feeling haha! And in the beginning we heard the singer's voice on recording, seems kinda of weird. But she's not bad on live. And I think she works very hard to make it nice, as she's not really a singaporean to feel this song sung by every heartlanders.

It's the first time in a performance, I was positioned to be on the centre of the stage. And people were all telling me that my face was being projected on the live feed move screen. Hope I don't look too ugly... HAHA! Anyway, listening to the piano today makes me wanna bulk up of learning the basics. And don't ever stand near the piano when it's being played. Because it's very frustrating, disturbing my level of attention. The kind of "bang" "bang" note, seriously making my head pain now. But, classical music are really not my style. Don't really know how to appreciate. But piano music is generally soothing... not when you stand in front of the piano and the pianist is banging the piano.

We all had fun after the event is over, where we have our 'debrief' at tutorial room 103. And celebrating chuan yuan's birthday. So many people were there in a one big family. It really makes my day to have fun with the seniors, juniors, taking photos, and receiving flowers. Hai, after today, I have to get back on feet to study, and prepare for my finals, full force... Though busy and tiring, I had a fulfilling one =))