I have been feeling emotional quite lately. Was it because I'm flying to a totally new place in like less than a month's time. And everything is so unprepared. Even the tickets. I reminded her again and again but still, something has to go wrong. But never mind, no point worrying now. Thanks to the "vinegar wine" every night which makes me less frustrated, more calm, more daring, and less nervous. We have to think of alternative plans. I hope we will get this settled on Friday. Die die have to settle. I don't care.

The feeling of unknown. Safety. Health. The most important thing for me is how well I can adapt to Canada. The weather, the way of life, the people most importantly. I hope it will be a fun experience. I am definitely looking forward to it after looking at USA pictures. Who knows? We may be going to Washington too, one added stop. Hai, I should have been more persistent and fly on the 16th instead.

A whole new experience coming up. And I definitely looking forward to it. More excitement than fear actually. Because I know I can if I try and things will go well. What is most important now is the air ticket. With the air ticket (first step) on both of our hands, things will be easily solved.

I will be away for 4 months. Things will change sooner or later after I come back. People are all wondering what will I turn out after I come back? More ang moh? Still the same? Will my friends still remember me? A whole new life after that too. I may be going for local exchange. If it is then, one year not in NTU. I will join a new CCA too. I haven't decide on what but it will definitely be volunteerism again, or something related. I hope to get this spirit going. Or maybe fulfil my teenage dream of singing?

A new phase of life as I am turning 21 soon. A new phase of education. A new phase of friends. What will I be? ^_^