I feel at ease after I skyped with my parents this morning. At the same time, I missed them so much too. Perhaps it's the constant contact with my family members made me miss home. I just miss home. I don't really miss the food in Singapore though. Still not yet that stage. I miss the accompany, the familiarity whenever I trot down anywhere in Singapore.

I have been feeling guilty for doing so badly in my studies. I still feel. I have chatted with my friends quite alot on this issue. Even why am I feeling so down. Roomie keep bringing her close guy friend back, which I think it's rather okay but too late at night. I feel disturbed too. And also perhaps I'm too stressed so to give her some attitude which after that I apologised for. But really arh, didn't know I would be upset til this kind of stage to be attitude with somebody totally unrelated. Seriously, something wrong with me, which explains the phase of social and emotional adjustment.

So long as my parents have no issues with my results, somehow I just take things too seriously. I should be able to do better. Yesterday's midterm was just, I could have more marks but I go and change my answer for many questions. Which is why I hated mcq exams so much.

Yes, Montreal trip I am coming soon!

I hope I can cheer up after Toronto. Though I'm going with people I don't really know how to communicate with most of the time. I will try.