flower

i think i dressed somehow different today such that the guard couldnt recognised me that i am a relief teacher. i wore a pink top with a flower brooch and a checkered blue skirt that my mum made it for me. and my pink flowered sandals. so the moment i stepped into the staff room miss cheng said i look cute. but that mdl said i was obiang. like what is the problem with u man? only he was laughing in the staff room and no one cares, for that moment he looked funny cuz nobody caught the 'laughing' atmosphere... so as usual he went around telling everyone i looked like flower today and sang as much 'flower' song.. like what he does when i wore my hot pink dress and he named it 'strawberry'.

anyway it brought some laughter today...

was so bored and stressed up sorting the math questions for yt that i went walking around the school aimlessly. stepped into lt 4 to listen to some math lecture going on. i should have gone to those lectures. it may be boring but students may probe me with those questions. im not that strong in functions though. i can do but somehow depends on luck to get it right. and im not good at explaining.

taught 3 guys from s23. and i think i've taught them before didnt it? think it was some relief of classes tt time. they somehow recognized me and so i proceed on with my lesson smoothly (unlike other rts who have to wait and wait for their students but in the end didnt turn up) the class went alright since they were quite spontaneous. however i told yt that when i taught clinic it would be distracting cuz i was just outside the staff room with many pple walking around. i don mind the walking around of people. but somehow some pple may distract me while i was talking. and also sometimes i would chat with other pple in the midst of lesson when the students are doing exercises that i ask them to try. perhaps i should think of another venue? but what if the students cant find me? and that place i was may be too dark and hot for the students cuz there wasnt any fans.

i finally gave my number to students. didnt really like the idea cuz i don really like them contacting me asking alot of questions. though i am a teacher i should be responsible. but sometimes its quite troublesome. but i believe they are students to want to learn so i just give. well they better don be those who wants me to go thru every single thing they don understand in lecture. was quite blur cuz they asked me abt functions. that i didnt know how to go thru unless they asked me specific questions.

went to lib to chill out for awhile. kanna 'caught' by chem teacher for 'idling' around the sch during sch hours. surprisingly students recognised me and asked me if i am a math teacher. i said ya i am relief teacher. i think i appeared weird coming into lt 4 and i think they must have seen me when they are sat at the back row. so they must be the class which i am taking them for math clinic. she looked friendly and even asked to help if i wanna contact those people. thats surprising to know an unknown student before right?

quite fuming mad today cuz the class i am supposed to take had a few absentees so gk initiate to take over. so alright. are the rest really absent or MIA? i went up to check again when i was consulting my junior. and yet he was in the staff room with a girl.. a girl only! i was like: where are the rest of the students? u said u wanna take them right? so i was thinking if u are in the lib where are they supposed to find u if they are late? ... so i didnt bother anymore and just forward to mr wong then. i looked stucked up in the library. so i approached the girl whom i just known to help contact my junior. who was in the remedial but mia.

不该看到的就看到，该看到的就没什么缘分

was chatting with jamie outside the go and she was really a good senior who helps out the dance when they are having syf this thurs. then N walked past so i made a 'home' with my hands. it was only 520 then the lib hasnt even closed yet. eat snake lor somebody. then suay suay saw somebody that i dislike to see everyday when i was signing out and going home with ll.

attitude. aptitude. altitude. that was what i told her abt.