You are what you let yourself to be and what you believed yourself to be like. If you think you can do it, means you can do it. If you think you are stupid, then you are stupid. Right?

Oh I haven't blog about my malay oral which made my heart pound and race til the night. I am so nervous in front of the teacher and I didn't know how to answer questions. I hope I can still score not too badly provided that I have somehow talked alot in my essay. And I was rushing through 215 assignment which makes me dislike math assignments anymore. Assignments may not be a good thing than tests because at least, tests come out questions that you will know how to do from the lectures and books. But assignments tend to me something taken from fantasy or the unknown reality. I almost cried when I cannot do the 110 assignment previously. And I wanted to cry because I cannot finish the 215 assignment in time for bed.

YAY project is coming to an end and I still kind of feel bad about not going for project discussion. Such things always happen to me in favour of being irresponsible. Well, why do I always have projects in my semester? Next sem, have again...

I cannot really study well today. Distractions. thoughts. Hunger. and TV! Sometime I could have just imagined myself in another environment and cried for no reason. A few days left to the battle. I will fight with myself and noone else. I am strongly motivated to outshine myself and nobody else.