less than 20 hours to go

well every teacher that by passes us will constantly remind us that
its tmr its tmr!!!
i cant think what will happen to me by tmr
life will definitely change after tmr..
like.. what can i do?
i have no more excuses for myself
cuz during this period..
when people ask me what am i doing now
i will always cheerfully reply
waiting for results!!!
but after tmr...
my cheerful reply must change

but i think luckily the atmosphere in staff room today cheers me up
esp the mr ling...
keep trying to bully pple around..
at least the atmosphere is not that tense
hopefully
laughed for around one hour..
then off to prepare lessons for the next whole week
i will be kept busy for my next week
so... even if i didnt do well
i shall not dwell so much on it
cheers

anyway today my lesson was being observed by mr chua
at least my comments were quite positive
same for yt
maybe relief teaching has boosted my confidence
cuz speaking infront of the class makes me nervous at times
at least during presentations and pw in jc
but now..
even if mr chua is around... i am a little nervous..
but at least didnt shiver..
thats great improvement

im going excited abt teaching!!!
but the sad thing is..
im handing over my class back to miss song who is coming back next term
which means that next week will be my last week with them
and due to the need to cover up lessons for mr ling
i will miss one tutorial lesson with them
which means that i have only one more lesson spent with them
and im sad!!!
cuz they are really cute and sensible batch of students
i'll definitely miss them

but nvm.. i am going to enjoy teaching those h1 classes
and our junior class s25!
i'm gng to make sure s25 performs good...

chatted with karen on the phone this evening
and i just happen to know that even if applying straight to nie..
also need to pass GP at one sitting
means.. die die also must pass GP this time round
cuz there's no use to take another time
so... i'm really terrified
cuz i didnt even cross the D grade before during my whole jc life..
at most an E grade...
i wonder how i fare for A levels..

shall not think so much
i'm gonna make myself tired today and do other things which will interest me
tmr gonna see my classmates and everybody!
looking forward !

good luck everybody...