Wednesday, January 20, 2010

what is wrong?

Sometimes I really don’t know how people think, because of this reason that makes me want to find out more about it.
Sometimes I don’t know why I got angry for what so ever reason, that makes me want to find out more too.
Sometimes I don’t know why people change and behave for a certain reason, that makes me want to know more.

Sometimes I find that, I don’t have a certain and unique mindset of where I want to go. People think I have, maybe some think that I am just following other people’s route, such a copy cat. I seriously think, it’s just a matter of who say it first. I want to walk my own way. Nobody can obstruct my path unless it’s my capability which blocks the road for me.

In the previous entry, I said I am fear to be alone. Now I feel, it’s rather good to be alone. Because you have the freedom of doing everything you want to do. Dream, and fulfil your dream.

I am really frustrated about stuffs lately, could it be depression?

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