I never learn from my mistake...

It was a long day for me today, I had much wanted today to faster pass anyway. Outings and outings, quite tiring...

I was happy to meet up with my so called "uni clique" since we ever last met, zhiying girl especially. It was the first time 6 of us turn up successfully. We played pool and ate swensens lunch, though we had nothing much to say, but I guess we had a fun time.

Then I actually rush off to meet my song sign group, IKILY for dinner. I thought being absent from karaoke is bad enough, at least I joined them for dinner. But I seriously don't know why they ended up in a hotel eating BK! I was kinda pissed of in the sense that, I feel kind of cheated to rush down all the way from boon lay to town, where I can just eat burger king at my house. I didn't eat but I ate two sushi instead. We chatted alot of stuff like childhood stuff... next we went off to eat dessert, I was quite hungry then so I ate to my fill, but I was easily full. We went to chinatown, the atmosphere there was quite busy because people were busy buying and selling for CNY. We sat there for quite some time before everyone is willing to move off at 1130++. I was already worried because I am afraid there is no bus home. Last time, at the same spot, we sang K til 12 midnight and there was no bus home. Luckily, a big maxi cab passed by and manage to take in so many people. I went home safely with another girl of my class, staying at the same area. I was already so pissed off like, why am I so late back at home, staying away from home at such late hours. That was 5 months ago, and this feeling is disgusting totally. I would never ever want to stay up so late outside. And this time round, at the exact same spot. I couldn't get home either. Surprisingly, a big Singapore map and a bus guide does me no help. Perhaps, there is help but I wasn't careful enough. I thought I could catch the last bus which I did. But I overlooked that when the last bus came, and I missed it, totally! Luckily, Hua Dong offered to stay with me til I board my bus home. I am like 15 minutes to get to the bus stop to board the last bus. But, that was 45 mins after we find and wondered around the whole of China Town. We found, but then, there wasn't any bus back home already. I was so worried: 1. no bus back home, how to get home? 2 resorts: cab home, or the last last resort is to camp over at his place. 2. mum will definitely get angry with me for being back home so late, especially when there are no buses. Then, thankfully, he brought me to a busstops with all the night riders, and night owls. We went to toilet, then I missed another night rider back. I thought the wait was like 10 to 15 mins but he told me he even waited up to 2 hours for a bus! Then, I was bright enough to see that there was a night owl that goes to my house. Then I boarded that and, safely I'm back at last!

Two times in a row, two times at China Town. Be it at China Town or somewhere else. I would never, ever want to repeat this over again. I make sure I make my way back home, latest by 11pm to look for my bus stops. This kind of insecure feeling disgusted me totally. Not htat I'm insecure with HD around, just that I'm insecure because I have totally no idea what time I could get home. Thankfully, a guy was accompanying me throughout. Imagine a girl, blur and sotong enough like me, frantically getting lost even with a map and a bus guide. Okay, not getting lost, just no buses back to home. What would I do? Though I could easily get home with my concession pass, but $4 is thankful and low cost enough in this kind of situation. As a form of punishment, I wanted to eat a $6 breakfast tomorrow, but because of this, I chose to eat a $2 meal instead. Fair enough? Well, this is not the whole point here. The whole point here is: Please get home ASAP!

But thanks Huadong for accompanying me despite his fatigue over the day, and to wake his mum up because he went home late (because of me) that his mum have to open the gate for him. I'm sorry but a big thank you in my need!

Sometimes I wondered why I stayed up so late outside to meet them for dinner, in the end, I ate nothing for dinner, 2 pieces of sushi and 4 balls of tang yuan? I should have just went home instead when my bus passes my house. In the end, I went home late and found myself into trouble because mama is upset. To come to the worst, they could have just barred me from night activities and even instep. NO instep! I want instep! Why am I doing this? Seriously, something wrong with my head (too much water I guess, quoted from HD), I should not have gone for today. I'm sorry ikily, I'm just upset with myself.