Why am I always stepping on my mum's tail all the time?

I am rarely at home since the start of my holidays after exams. Let me count, I finished my exams on the 20th, from 21th Dec 10 to 23rd Jan 11. I have 33 days of holidays in total. I went out for 28 days (including little trips out to tuition and to school to settle stuff). Effectively, I have only 5 days solidly staying at home. What atrocity! I promised myself no hectic schedules anymore and after each semester it's getting worse. I really wish one time I could just break away from my social circle. I don't have that many friends, imagine I have many many friends, outing and so on. I think my parents won't even get to see me more than 8 hours a day. Imagine I am involved in CCA activities. I would, be a different person then. However, I am already a different person now. Going out almost day after another, being home so late, sleep so late like 2 plus or 3, eating irregular meals, having lesser parental interaction as days go by. This feeling is so disgusting. I have no money left, I'm gonna focus on earning allowance and studying.

And I am not even ready to start school that my minds want me to. Last semester notes still uncleared. Last semester stuff also didn't quite finish. One day left. Why am I always waiting til the last day to clear up my room? Always leave things to the last minute to clear? This semester I'm just gonna focus on studies and tuition. I wanna go broke already after much outings, seriously, I wanna really give some a miss. Don't be surprised next time if I don't turn up for any outings, XMM just need to take a rest.

I have been dreading each day when I have to go out... I am always looking forward to new tuition starts seeing the juniors with their new tutees, not forgetting our own seniors too. However, today I just don't feel that kind of motivation to the extent that I went there late. There are bound to be changes in us here and there. Memories are meant to be kept. So, woods 2010, I'll definitely miss you guys alots in the Amazon room.

LiWei made my day today! She's going to give me some stickers with CATS!