I don't know if it is the right time to write this on my birthday. But I suddenly had the intention of writing it.
Obviously I don't have any husband/wife/lover/bf/gf, well as for crush -- I don't know my feelings too anyway. Maybe I shall write it to some imaginary dude then.
Dear Crush,
I have never been in an relationship before. But I have been in a complicated state. I know how is it like to like someone, or even love someone. However, it is just so hard to get the love, get the life you want. I really really do want to get the kind of love I want. Is it due to fate/ destiny? Or is it the problem with me?
I can go miles and miles to care for you if I think you are the one. It gets frustrated when my intention was not understood well enough, or simply that you just don't care. People just don't reciprocrate sometimes, in this case, I will just rather ignore and give up. Or simply just let out a sigh. Is it just because you are too busy with work?
I don't know what do you think of me. I can't read your mind. I really hope one day you'll be able to frank with me.
I would really hope to find the true love of my life and live happily then. One who is sweet, gentle, caring, understanding and most of all trusting and I can simply blurt anything out to him. Afterall, love is trust.
Oh ya. I always mentioned this to my friends that, my love = my best friend. This is gonna be hard. But, I would love this!
But, when will my turn come?
Do you even remember what day is it today?
Loves,
The Blur Jug
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