Time really flies

Right after my Montreal trip, I am back to school again, rushing assignments and assignments and before school really comes to an end for me. It feels like, quite some time since I started to get use to the teaching style and environment here, made quite a number of classmates. Then school term ends, so fast. I wish I had more time to study. OH well, I am on exchange, I just needed a pass. What I meant was, more time to experience the student life.

I already had three exams passed, fourth one coming up real soon. And I would surprisingly expected myself to get the waiting list of the ticket. And I will be leaving London, leaving Canada real soon, in a week's time. I feel rather excited about going back. Restarting my whole new life again in Singapore. On the other hand, I will miss the good times (and sometimes torturous times) I had spent here. I suddenly feel alot of things not accomplished. Much to do with snow. I had only seen like, less than a handful of snow days. I haven't really played with snow yet becuase I keep telling myself that, there will be chance! But seems like, this week has not much snow. I haven't build snowman, haven't take photo with snow.

Whatever it is, thinking that I will rush back home made me feel excited. I don't have to bother about what to do for the boring 6 days in Toronto. Especially when Christmas here is so bored. Amidst studying, I have been thinking about my packing plans, my departing plans, and how am I going to spend the rest of the 6 days here. Just studying and packing. But nevermind, I look forward to go back to Singapore. There are certain things I want to leave behind here. The great memories I had, but I know, I can't take them with me back to Singapore. A whole facade, feels like reality to me here. But at the same time, that feeling would not last. I know Cinderella has to return to her own pumpkin cart one day, and find her new life. The great memories I had with people here, made me realise how people can get pretty complicated, judgemental, selfish. I admit I had my own ups and downs. But, at least, I led the life I want to lead afterall. Being in a different place, is different, because I simply had different expectations. But at last, I feel happy, becuase I know I had a friend to share my happiness and burden with. Thank you so much. I don't know if we were to be that close when we return to Singapore. But I hope we wouldn't, because of different whole new environment again, cut away complete contact. It feels like a fantasy. At a certain point of time, I understand the reality. But, I hope, I can return back to myself, and find back my identity. Be a hardcore Canadian student, and a parttime worker. =) I am ready to face the challenges, by my own. =)

I am leaving for the sake of leaving. I don't wish to come back into this life again. Bye Canada, for goodness sake. I really enjoyed the times I spent with the people here.