Readjustment of life.

I am still very overwhelemed about the amount of people this small island can hold. Everywhere I go, I feel swarmed by people. And it gets very frustrating especially with the erratic weather.

I am super frustrated and upset. Why are Singaporeans so ugly? And they never stop complaining. As soon as I touched down Hong Kong airport, I already hear Singaporeans complaining like mad about this and that. Their spirit of complaining is powerful.

This small city is as busy as usual. Lively in the morning when you go to markets. Lively in the night when you hang out in town.

What frustrates me was that, why are people around me so noisy? Complaining and talking about things that frustrates them all the time. Unsatisfied about things happening to them, between both families. Me, being sandwiched in the middle. I am mother's daughter. I am also my father's daughter. I belong to both families. I can't say I am on whoever's side. It just gets on my nerves when I feel I am restricted to do anything. To reject one party, I feel so bu hao yi si. Though ya, I don't really like to go out with both sides of relatives. But, I'm still born in that family.

I just dislike it, hate it alot when both of my parents try to argue, amd stood up with both sides of their siblings. And keep harping about things that has already gone past long long time ago.

Another thing is, after so long I am out on the other side of Earth. Why do people still treat me like a small and innocent girl. Assuming that I still don't do some of the things that adults do.