为什么事情要来不来，一来就一起来。。。
又有多一件事情要考虑了。。。
These are like a package of ideas, hovering around the same aim.
Will it be that smooth as I wanted?

I was very shocked. I didn't show any traits of that kind of desire about leading. And this time round, I got it without putting effort. I remembered last time I wanted to be in Student Council, and I tried very hard. In the end, I didn't get it. Haha...

Maybe this is the time to prove myself, that I was born to lead. But, haha... I don't want to tire myself. Being in CCA already tires me although I didn't contribute that much. Especially in Sem 2 when work is pilling up. Now that I have a chance to step out and up, should I? I really fear the feeling of tiredness, not having enough sleep and enough time for my studies.

Should I venture out? All along in Secondary Schools or JCs, my leadership position are like... I don't really see anything learnt from it. Perhaps this is the time I try and really prove myself. However, I do not want to end up hurting others due to my selfishness of my aims. And also, I don't want my family members to get angry because of being outside all the time and coming home late at nights.

吃力不讨好 This is an one and only one chance, does it mean I have to give up this like that? So simply...I will live with it.