Thank goodness I didn't fall too badly

As what I had expected, it will go down rather than going up. I have been always daydreaming all the while, thinking that I can get what I want, though it's not impossible. It just require more effort. Well, I should be thankful that i didn't fall too badly, at least a little maintain of my results. Perhaps being a little complacent and stubborn sometimes.

Let's do a little reflection of this sem:
Maybe because of Sem 1 results releasing much too close nearing to start of Sem 2. I had this very strong urge of pushing myself too hard during the beginning because I keep thinking I could do much better this time round. But I was wrong, I peaked at the wrong time, which cause me to lose my fighting spirit. Or should I say, I didn't peak at all. Perhaps I failed at overcoming my own obstacle when life suddenly took a turn in the middle of the sem. This led me to be distracted for awhile, I cannot blame anyone except myself. I cannot blame for anything or the reason why it happens at that very crucial time, why not after exams? CCA wise, it has led me to escape away from the stress overwhelming me, though some of the times it takes up time. But thanks to RSPHI, through the turn, it is still smooth sailing. I should learn to balance my time well instead of thinking to put 100% time into studies. Studies is not everything, but I really need it to achieve my aim. Also, after this lesson, I have learnt that, there is still some things in life which I can't control. There are still some things in life which are beyond my limits. I work hard too, but I didn't work very hard enough. Luckily, some things are still by my side. I have fulfilled my wish after one year. This, I believe, will led me to be more rationale and focus on what I want to achieve. Perhaps, more happy with what I have. At least, I am on my way, if I maintain what I have now. I should be able to achieve it!
Hope this holiday will help me recharge and back to my normal happy happy self next year!

Oh ya forget to mention, Thank you ZhiYing for your help! I pass my Defence Science! Wahahaahah...Wonder how is my competitor doing...